Today we went by the cemetary to see my mom's headstone. It was a different experience seeing it there with her name on it instead just dirt. I try to be brave and not cry but I don't know why. I don't need to feel embarrassed because I need to let my sadness show. It still doesn't feel real. I know I haven't seen her or talked to her and I know she is gone but it isn't real. There are times that I am just mad that she died and that it isn't fair. I never thought she would die from cancer but she did. I don't know that it will ever seem real but I can say that life is not the same withour her.
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